i don’t know what i am doing with my life.
i have wasted so much time.
sometimes i am happy and sometimes i am sad and sometimes i feel like i am drowning under the weight of all that i am going through.
how am i meant to deal with all of this? i am only twenty for fucks sake.
the only way i know how to cope is to get slaughtered and that isn’t really a good option.
somebody please help me.